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Growing up for me went kinda fast. At 14 I lost my everything ... When I watched them close the hospital door... behind it was my mom covered over in a sheet. That was 1976. I chose a path for my life from then on that nothing mattered except my so called happiness...and it could even mean at anyones expense. Alcohol, Drugs, Fast cars, strange women...... I remember popping off a 30 pack on a friday night before i went to the bars. Thought I had everything I could ever want in life... |
In 1998 a year after my dad had passed away....loaded with drugs and alcohol I called my brother...asking for help. He said to me that he KNEW he'd get a call sooner or later...Only thing was..He thought it would be to come identify his brothers body somewhere...It floored me thinking he'd be thinking like that. We chatted some and when I hung up..i went out and again got drunk. I got a call. It was from one of my other brothers telling me that THAT brother was in a coma dying. Well I asked if i could go see him....His wife told me..ONLY if I was sober. I cleaned myself up a bit...and went to the ICU...and when I seen him hooked up to all that machinery I had to walk out.... I told everyone I needed to take a walk....I went to the chapel in the hospital and as I was standing at the door I said to myself. If God sees me in this place....He's not gonna even know me..Hell I didn't even know me anymore .....I walked inside and sat at the alter..and asked God to help my brother. About an hour went by and I slowly got up and walked out..... Well I was walking around thinking...and come across the gift shop...decided to just look around. I noticed a set of cross earrings. so I bought them....Went back to my brothers room...I placed one in my ear...and the other upon his chest..and Vowed to God that if He helped my brother...My soul would be His forever... Well 14 days of a Coma..and my brother woke up.....In need of a liver transplant BUT alive......2 months later HIS wish came true with a transplant.....and He's now doing GREAT. Life changed for me......I met this wonderful lady...who has helped me find my way back to The Lord.....Jesus IS my personal Savior and Lord of ALL things...And I OWE HIM Everything.!! Including MY life. Jesse's Quote Sometimes I truly believe Jesus places His heart in my chest....and allows me to feel the LOVE that He so much has for mankind....For this I say Thank you Jesus...For being my EVERYTHING Jesse Stone |
Jesse's Quote Sometimes I truly believe Jesus places His heart in my chest....and allows me to feel the LOVE that He so much has for mankind....For this I say Thank you Jesus...For being my EVERYTHING Jesse Stone |